Poser of Myself

    How are you doing today? I have no clue what you are going through right now, but I am certain that you will be able to overcome it and that everything occurs for a purpose. It may be difficult to realize that in order to be genuinely happy, we must face hardships in our lives. However, please keep your heads up and continue to live and pursue the life you actually deserve.

    Before I go any farther, may I ask you a question?

    Have you ever tried to conceal your true self in order to fit in with something or someone? or have you simply desired to be someone other than yourself?

    We can't deny that we have a tendency to think about those stuff from time to time. Because we have stuff that other people don't, we have a tendency to have "what ifs" in our lives. The majority of the time, it is about our physical and social position. Would other people treat me differently or nicer if I had a more financially stable existence, or if I had more luxury in my life? Or sometimes in our physical aspect, what if I was taller, more slender, whiter, had long straight hair, and didn't have pimples? Would other people respect or love me more if I was taller, more slim, whiter, had long straight hair, or didn't have pimples?

    We often experience such what-if scenarios as a result of our fears. We have anxieties because we believe that others are better than us or that what they have is superior to what we have.


    However, life does not proceed in this manner. We must embrace the truth that no one in the world will be able to get everything or whatever they desire. The things we label insecurities or weaknesses are not, since they are our distinguishing characteristics, which we should be proud of because no one else has them. You are uniquely modelled and made, you need to be happy and contented on what you have because  there is no one like you. There is nothing to be shame of about yourself or your life. Please be true to the people that surrounds you and please be true to yourself, because its really hard to be truly happy if you're not being yourself. face those challenges in your life being you, because real happiness is waiting you at the end.


    Life is tough so  are you!




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